Tough Work!

So, what are the odds that the first two days of work I end up subing for my youngest son's class?  It was actually kind of nice because he was very helpful in letting me know what the routine was and his teacher is very organized and left very detailed instructions.  It was also fun seeing him in class.  He is very smart and competitive and insists on being the smartest kid in his class.  The other kids slowly worked through their worksheets, etc. finding as many reasons as possible to talk or get out of their seats.  Meanwhile, my son would not talk or interact with any of the kids until he was finished with the task at hand.  Proud moment for mom!  He is so ambitious and determined and I love it!  So, little bragging rights here...he is in the 1st grade and is doing 3rd grade math, is doing 4th grade reading and is the only kid in his school in the advanced reading program...and he is bored!  He wants more challenges which is awesome.  I did enjoy watching him and spending the day with him.  However, I really did not enjoy the job itself like I thought I would.  Is it just me or are there too many kids who have very messed up home lives and a huge lack of discipline?  Don't parents care?  Very frustrating to see this poor kids who have parents that just aren't involved and put forth little if any effort into parenting them...and they know they are not on the top of their parent's priority lists.  They are hurt and angry.  I am really not sure if being a sub is my cup of tea.  It is hard work, chaotic and very little pay.  I knew this would be difficult, but it was different than I had expected.  Maybe I need to give it more time.  In the meantime, feeling a bit discouraged.  I need at least part-time work, but there is not much out there unless I want to work crazy hours...

I got a job!

Finally!!!  I am now officially a substitute teacher!  Although, I must say I was shocked to find out that I didn't need a degree and there is no training...So, I asked my son's school principal if I could observe a classroom.  I still don't feel completely prepared, but I don't know what could prepare me! :)  However, this was a very helpful step and gave me ideas of what to expect and how to keep the kids engaged.  I start work tomorrow, so if anyone reads this send some prayers my way!  I am really excited because I have considered going to school to become a teacher.  Now I will have some first hand experience and that will be a good indicator if I should persue this field or not.  But, hey!  I have a job!!!! :)